Part 60
She took it up and looked at it with a frown. Then she heard Dr. Quelton’s step in the hall outside. She tucked the handkerchief in her belt, and tried to close the drawer, but it stuck. Her heart was beating wildly, her knees felt weak. He would find her there, like a thief!
But the footsteps went on past the door. She waited for a moment, and then went noiselessly across to the door, opened it, looked up and down the empty corridor, and ran, like a hare, back to her own room.
Caroline’s handkerchief! Was that what Mrs. Quelton had meant her to find? Or had she discovered it by accident? Did it mean that Mrs. Quelton was at heart her ally? Or was this little square of linen all that was left of Caroline?
Lexy took it out of her belt and looked at it again, and her tears fell on it. Whatever else it might imply, it told her clearly enough that her friend _had been there_. Poor Caroline--the helpless little captive who had left her prison to be lost in the strange world outside--had come here, and she had brought with her the handkerchief that Lexy had embroidered for her. It had come now into Lexy’s hand, a mute and pitiful emissary, whose message she could not understand.
“What shall I do?” she thought. “Oh, what must I do? Perhaps it’s time for the police. Perhaps, if I show this to Captain Grey, he’ll believe me. There must be some one, somewhere, who’ll believe me and help me!”
There was a knock at the door.
“Yes?” she said.
“Open the door!” ordered Dr. Quelton’s voice.
“No!” Lexy promptly replied.
She put the handkerchief inside her blouse and stood facing the closed door, with her hands clenched. Now he knew!
She heard him laugh quietly.
“Perhaps you’re right,” he said. “It is better, perhaps, for us not to meet again. Even making every allowance for your hysterical, unbalanced mind, I find it difficult to excuse this latest manifestation which I have just this moment discovered. It was you, of course, who filled that bottle with water?”
She did not answer.
“Why you did it, I don’t know,” he went on, “and probably you don’t know yourself. It was the wanton mischief of an irresponsible child, but the consequences in this instance are serious--very serious. Mrs. Quelton will suffer for them. I doubt if she will recover. No, Miss Moran, you are too troublesome a guest. You had better go--at once!”
“All right!” said Lexy, in a defiant but trembling voice.
“At once!” he repeated. “I shall send your bag this afternoon.”
XX
“I don’t care!” said Lexy to herself, “I’ll come back!”
She did not wish to have her bag sent after her. She packed it in great haste, put on her hat and coat, and, opening the door of her room, stepped out cautiously and looked up and down the corridor. There was no one in sight, so she picked up her bag and set forth.
She was running away--worse than that, she was being driven away; but just at the moment she could see no other course open to her. She could not appeal to Captain Grey while he was in such distracting anxiety about his sister. It would be cruel, and it would be useless. What could he do? If Dr. Quelton did not want her in his house, certainly his brother-in-law could not insist upon her staying.
“No!” she reflected. “He would only think it was his duty as a gentleman to leave with me, and he would be miserable, not knowing what became of his sister. I’ve got to go, that’s all; but, by jiminy, I’ll come back! And then we’ll see how much more wanton mischief this irresponsible child can manage!”
There was in her heart a steady flame of anger. Hatred was not natural to her, but her feeling for Dr. Quelton came dangerously near to it. For Caroline’s disappearance, for Mrs. Quelton’s pitiful state, for her own humiliation and suffering, she held him responsible; and she meant to settle that score.
She met no one on her way through the house. She went down the stairs, opened the door, and stepped out into the dazzling sunshine. It was a warm day, her bag was very heavy, and the three-mile walk to Mrs. Royce’s was not inviting. It had to be done, however, and off she started.
The lane was thick with dust, and it was hard walking with that heavy bag, but she went on at a smart pace as long as she thought any one could possibly see her from the cupola. Then she set down the bag and rested for a moment.
“There’s a certain way to carry things without strain,” she thought. “I read about it in a magazine. You use the muscles of your back, or your shoulders, or something.”
But she couldn’t remember how this was to be done; so, picking up the bag in her usual way, went on again. Obviously her way was a very wrong way, for by the time she had reached the end of the lane her fingers were cramped and painful, and her arms ached; and there was the highway, stretching endlessly before her under the hot noonday sun--two miles of it or more. There was no reasonable chance of a taxi, and she knew no one in the neighborhood who might come driving by. There was nothing in sight but a man walking along the road toward her, and that didn’t interest her.
She went on as far as she could, and then stopped under a tree, to rub her stiffening arms.
“I wonder,” she thought, “if I could hide this darned old bag somewhere, and send Joe for it later!”
But her nicest clothes were in it, and the risk was too great. With a resentful sigh she lifted it and stepped out again. The man coming along the road was quite close to her now. She stopped short, and so did he.
“Lexy!” he shouted, and came toward her on a run, with a wide grin on his sunburned face.
She dropped the bag with a thump, and stood waiting for him. He held out both hands, and she took them.
“Oh, golly!” she cried. “I’m so glad you’ve come, Mr. Houseman!”
“So am I!” he said. “Ever since I got that last letter from you--”
“Last! I only wrote one.”
“Well, I got two,” he told her. “The second one came yesterday, about this doctor, and the roses, you know.”
“Mrs. Royce must have posted it!” said Lexy. “I wrote it, but I didn’t mean it to be sent to you unless something happened to me.”
“Enough has happened to you already!”
“More things are going to happen,” said she. “Lots more!”
It suddenly occurred to her that the proper moment had come for withdrawing her hands from Mr. Houseman’s firm grasp. Indeed, she thought the proper moment might already have passed, and a warm color came into her cheeks.
The young man flushed a little himself.
“I didn’t mean to call you that,” he said; “but Caroline used to write a lot about you, and she always called you ‘Lexy,’ so I got into the way of thinking of you--like that.”
“I don’t mind,” Lexy conceded.
There was a moment’s silence.
“Charles is my name,” he observed.
Another silence.
“Queer, isn’t it?” he said seriously. “Here we’ve only seen each other once, and yet somehow it seems to me as if I’d known you for years!”
“Well, the circumstances are rather unusual,” said Lexy.
“You’re right! But look here--we’ve got to talk about all this. Where were you going?”
“Back to Mrs. Royce’s.”
“Let’s go!” he said cheerfully, and picked up the bag as if it were nothing at all.
“But where were _you_ going?” asked Lexy.
“To find you. You see, we ran into some awfully bad weather, and the engines broke down, and we came back for repairs; so I got your letters. I explained to the old man that I’d have to have leave, for some very important business, and off I came to Wyngate. Your Mrs. Royce told me you’d gone out to the Queltons’. I didn’t like that. Why did you go there, after what had happened?”
“I’ll tell you all about that later,” said Lexy; “but now you’ve got to tell me things. How did you ever meet Caroline? How in the world did she manage to write to you?”
“Well, you see, I met her about a year ago, on board the Ormond. She and her parents were coming back from France, and I was third officer, you know. Her mother and father were seasick most of the time, so we had a chance to--to talk to each other; and, you see--”
“Yes, I see!” said Lexy gently.
“One of the servants--a girl called Annie--used to post Caroline’s letters for her, and I used to write to her in care of Annie’s mother. We never had a chance to meet again, after that trip. I wanted to come to the house and see her people, but she said it wasn’t any use; and from what I saw of them on the Ormond I dare say she was right. I wouldn’t have suited them. I haven’t any money, you know--nothing but my pay; but it was enough for us to live on. Other fellows manage!”
He was silent for a moment.
“After all,” he said, “I’m not a beggar. I can hold my own pretty well in the world, and I could look after a wife.”
“I know it!” cried Lexy, with vehemence. She felt curiously touched by his words, and quite indignant against the Enderbys and any one else who did not appreciate him.
“I asked Caroline to marry me,” he went on. “I told her I couldn’t give her much, but we could have had a jolly sort of life. Look here! Are you crying?”
“A little bit,” Lexy admitted; “but don’t pay any attention to it. Go on!”
“That’s about all there is. She said she would meet me here in Wyngate, because that’s the nearest station of the main line to some little place where a nurse or a governess of hers lived.”
“Miss Craigie!”
“Never heard the name. Anyhow, she wanted to go there after we got married, and--I wish you wouldn’t look like that!”
“But I’m so _awfully_ sorry for you!”
“It was pretty hard, at first,” he said; “but--well, you see, I’ve thought a bit about it, and after all I’m glad we didn’t get married.”
“Oh!” cried Lexy, profoundly shocked. “But that’s--”
“Because I--you see, she didn’t--well, I don’t think she really liked me very much.”
Lexy was astounded.
“Fact!” said he. “What she wanted was romance, and all that sort of thing. She wanted to get away from home, and I was the only chance she had; so there you are!”
“That wasn’t very fair to you!”
“I don’t blame her,” he said thoughtfully. “We were both--but what’s the sense of talking about all that? The thing is to find her!”
Lexy agreed to that promptly.
“Now I’ll tell you everything that’s happened,” she said.
He listened to her with alert attention. He interrupted her often to ask questions, but they were always questions that she could answer. He wanted all the facts, and what Lexy told him he unquestioningly accepted as fact. When she said she had seen Caroline at the doctor’s house, he believed her. He didn’t suggest that her eyes might have deceived her. He trusted her--not only her good intentions, but her good sense.
At last she came to the part of her story about which she was most doubtful--the episode of the emptied bottle. She told it with reluctance.
“I don’t know now,” she said. “Perhaps I did wrong. Perhaps that really was wanton mischief. I did so hate that horrible drug that changed her so! When I did it, it seemed right; but now--”
“It was right,” said he. “Any one’s better off dead than being drugged. Everything you’ve done was right and splendid. You’re the pluckiest girl I ever heard of--the best and most loyal little pal to poor Caroline! There’s no one like you!”
After Mrs. Enderby’s cold and skeptical smile, after Dr. Quelton’s parting sneer, after Captain Grey’s doubts and uncertainties, this speech rather went to Lexy’s head. The world seemed a different place. She glanced at the young man, and he happened at that moment to be looking at her. They both looked away hastily.
“This fellow--this Captain Grey,” said Charles. “He seems to me to be rather a chump!”
“Oh, he’s not!” protested Lexy. “He’s as nice as can be!”
Charles Houseman, who had believed everything that Lexy had said, did not appear convinced of this; and for some inexplicable reason Lexy was not greatly displeased by his lack of belief.
XXI
Mrs. Royce was very much pleased to see her pet, Miss Moran, return. She was well disposed toward Mr. Houseman, too, and willingly agreed to put him up for a few days. She set to work at once to cook a good lunch for them, but she did not hum under her breath, as was her usual habit. In fact, she was greatly perplexed and worried.
When her guests were seated at the table, she retired, leaving them alone; but she did not go very far. She remained close to the door, so that she could look through the crack. She observed that Miss Moran seemed very lively and cheerful with this newcomer--though she had been quite as lively and cheerful with Captain Grey.
“Well, I don’t know, I’m sure!” said Mrs. Royce to herself, with a sigh. “It beats _me_!”
For the question which so troubled her was--which young man was _the_ young man?
“Both of ’em as nice, polite young fellers as you’d want to see,” she repeated. “T’ other one’s handsomer, but he’s kind of foreignlike and gloomy. This one’s got more gumption. The way he walked in here, smart as a whip, and asked for Miss Moran, an’ when I says she’s gone to visit the Queltons, why, off he went, after her! I like a man with gumption!”
So did Miss Moran. Charles Houseman seemed to her the only living, vigorous creature in a world of ghosts, the only one whom she could really understand. There were no shadowy corners about him. He was altogether honest, direct, and uncomplicated. He had no tact and no caution. He had come now, in the midst of this wretched tangle, and she completely believed that he would cut the Gordian knot.
He had suggested that they should let the subject drop for a time.
“I think I’ve got the facts straight,” he said; “and now I want to think them over a bit. Let’s take a walk, and talk about something else.”
Lexy agreed to the entire program. If she was tired, she either didn’t know it, or she forgot it in the joy of this beautifully careless companionship. She could say exactly what came into her head to Charles Houseman. He understood her. He was interested in every word she spoke, and, what is more, she was aware of the profound admiration that underlay his interest. He thought she was wonderful, and that made her strangely happy.
“Do you know,” he said, “the first time I saw you, there in the park, I--I liked the way you talked to me!”
“How?” asked Lexy, with great interest. “I thought I must have seemed awfully irritating and mysterious.”
He grinned.
“You were awfully mad when I spoke to you,” he said; “but I liked that. I don’t know--somehow you made me think of Joan of Arc.”
“Me?” cried Lexy. “With freckles, and such a temper? You couldn’t imagine me listening to angels, could you?”
“Yes,” he said, “I could.”
She glanced at him to see if he was laughing, but he was not. His eyes met hers with a quiet and steady look.
“I didn’t need to imagine much,” he said. “You’ve told me what you’ve been through, and I can see for myself what you are. I don’t think there ever was another girl like you!”
“Nonsense!” said Lexy, looking away. “I’m just pig-headed--that’s all.”
They had wandered across the fields until they came to a little river, running clear and swift under the elm trees. By tacit consent they sat down on the bank. They didn’t talk much. Houseman skipped stones with skill and earnest attention, and Lexy watched the minnows flitting past through the limpid water. The sky was an unclouded blue. The sunlight came through the branches, where the leaves were scarcely unfolded, and made little golden sparkles on the hurrying current. It was all so quiet--and yet it wasn’t peaceful. The world seemed too young, too warmly and joyously alive, for peace. The spring was waiting in eagerness for the summer. This still, fresh, sunlit day was only an interlude.
Casually, Houseman told her a good deal about himself.
“From Baltimore,” he said. “My people wanted me to go into the navy. My father and grandfather were both navy, but I couldn’t see it. Too cut and dried! I’m on a cargo steamer now, and I like it.”
And this information--with the additional facts that he was twenty-six, that he had two brothers in the navy and three married sisters, and that both of his parents were living--was all that he had to give about himself. Lexy was satisfied. There he was, and any one with eyes to see and ears to listen could understand him. Honest, blunt, and careless, fearing nothing, shirking nothing, and facing life with cheerful unconcern, he was, she thought, a comrade and an ally without an equal.
The sun was setting when they turned homeward. The sky was swimming in soft, pale colors, and a little breeze blew, stirring the new leaves. It was a poetic and even a melancholy hour; but Houseman found nothing better to say than that he was hungry.
“So am I!” said Lexy.
They looked at each other as if they had discovered still another bond between them. They were happy--so happy!
Mrs. Royce saw them from the kitchen window. They were strolling along leisurely, side by side. They were quite composed and matter-of-fact, and their desultory conversation was upon the subject of shellfish. The young Baltimorean was an authority on oysters, but Lexy, as a New Englander, had something to say on the subject of clam chowder.
Mrs. Royce was suddenly enlightened.
“_He’s_ the one!” she said to herself. “Well, I’m real glad, I’m sure!”
So glad was she that she at once began to make a superb chocolate cake, and she hummed a song about a young man on Springfield Mountain, who killed a “pesky sarpent.”
George Grey heard her. He was in the sitting room, smoking, and apparently reading a book; but he never turned a page. He lit one cigarette after another, and his hand was steady. He looked as he always looked--fastidiously neat, self-possessed, and a little haughty; but in spirit he was suffering horribly.
Lexy knew that as soon as she saw him, because she knew him and liked him so well. She held out her hand to him, not even pretending to smile, but searching his face with an anxious and friendly glance.
“Here’s Mr. Houseman, Caroline Enderby’s _fiancé_,” she said. “I’ve told him the whole thing, so if there’s anything new--”
Captain Grey stiffened perceptibly. He couldn’t see what possible connection anybody’s _fiancé_ could have with his affairs. He shook hands with Houseman, but not very nicely; and Houseman was not excessively cordial.
Lexy took no notice of this nonsense. Her mood of happy confidence had passed now, and the dark and mysterious shadow had come back. There was something of greater importance to think about than her personal affairs.
“Captain Grey,” she said, with a sort of directness, “I didn’t tell you before, but I’m going to tell you now. I saw Caroline in that house, and this morning I found--this.”
He looked at the handkerchief, and then at Lexy.
“But--” he began.
“It means that she’s been there, or that she’s there now,” Lexy went on. “It’s time we found out. Of course, I know how you feel about Dr. Quelton. He’s your sister’s husband, and you didn’t want--”
“It doesn’t make much difference now,” he said. “If you’ll wait a day or so, she--”
He turned away abruptly, and took out his cigarette case.
“What do you mean?” cried Lexy.
“It won’t be long,” he said quietly. “She--my sister--he says it won’t be more than twenty-four hours, at the most.”
“Oh, no! It can’t be! Captain Grey, don’t believe him!”
“I tried not to,” he said. “I--well, we had a bit of a row, and I made him let me bring in another doctor from the village here. He said the same thing.”
“What did the doctor say it was?” asked Houseman.
“Pernicious anæmia. There’s nothing to be done.”
Captain Grey seemed to find some difficulty in lighting his cigarette; but when he had done so, and had drawn in a deep breath, he turned back toward Lexy with a smile that startled her. She had never imagined he could look like that. It was a wolfish kind of smile, lighting his dark face with a sort of savage mirth.
“When it’s over,” he said, “I’ll be very pleased to help you to hang him, if you can; or I’ll wring his neck myself.”
The other two stared at him in silence for a moment.
“You think he’s--” Houseman began.
“I don’t know whether he has actually murdered her or not,” said Captain Grey; “but he has destroyed her--utterly wasted and ruined her life. He taught her to take that damned drug; and when Miss Moran broke the bottle--”
“Oh! Did he tell you?”
“He did. He says you’ve killed her. There was some rare drug in it that he can’t get for a fortnight or so, and she can’t live without it.”
“Captain Grey!” she cried, white to the lips. “I didn’t--”
“I know,” he said gently. “You meant to help, and I’m glad you did it. She’s better dead. This afternoon, for a little while, she was--herself. She talked to me. She was very weak, but she was herself. She asked me to help her not to take it again. She thought she was getting better. Then that”--he paused--“that damned brute brought in a lawyer, so that she could make her will. She couldn’t believe it. She looked up at me. ‘Oh, I’m not going to _die_, am I?’ she said. Before I could answer her, he told her she must be prepared. Then I--”
Again he turned away.
“And you let him alone?” inquired Houseman.
“It’s not time to settle with him--yet,” said the other. “That’s why I came away, because I don’t want to kill him--yet. She’s unconscious now. She will be, until it’s finished. I’m going back later, but I wanted to come here--” He ceased speaking. “To you,” his eyes said to Lexy.
She forgot everything else, then, except this tormented and suffering human being who had turned to her for comfort. She pushed him gently down into a chair, and seated herself on the arm of it. She took both his hands and patted them, while she racked her brain for the right thing to say.