PART VI
_Measure me, sky! Tell me I reach by a song Nearer the stars; I have been little so long._
_Weigh me, high wind! What will your wild scales record? Profit of pain, Joy by the weight of a word._
_Horizon, reach out, Catch at my hands, stretch me taut, Rim of the world! Widen my eyes by a thought._
_Sky, be my depth, Wind, be my tolerant height, World, my heart’s span-- Loneliness, wings for my flight!_
Of Mountains
... Then I rose up And swept the dust of planets from my eyes, And wandered shouting down that shouting hour, Pausing to pluck a mountain like a flower That grew against the skies.
All through the night I am aware Of hills that are not hills Beyond my window; I am aware of flight, High, heavy, Across the sky.
Mountains-- And over them a crumbling moon, A snow-flake on fire, Scattered from their frosty tips.
Stone wings, So sure of the way!
Lying there I can see them Blue hour on hour; And from my safe pillow I follow Their granite flight, White hills fastened to my heels!
* * *
_Morning lies prone upon the lake, Like a pale woman on a silver bed Who will not lift her head._
--I had forgotten the green of trees at dawn, and how withdrawn are they from day. I had forgotten too how trees stray in their sleep across deep drowsy water, until the first breeze ripples them away.--
_Along the shore Are little boats that dream Of little journeys they will make; Of journeys made no more._
--Far up the slopes gleam languid patches of midsummer snow that never go; dim flocks of snow among the rocks of a perched mountain meadow.--
_Only the mountains are awake, Guarding the vague low sky; And a bird for its own song’s sake-- And I!_
--Only a bird would dare to break the stillness of this hour; make of the shattered air this cool unbroken note--O tiny master-tool within the tiny throat!--
* * * * *
Mountains--high mothers-- Storms lie in their laps, Thunders and lightnings play about their iron knees; I have seen them rock the sky to sleep.
The mist lifts them; Flint and ice floating as clouds float, Unpeopled islands of a white unfathomed sea.
They are like an unanswered crying turned to stone, And beyond Are stone echoes of the crying; Beyond--and beyond-- Is a veiled whispering on its knees, On its face, Hushed at last on the far plains.
* * *
Out of blazing noon and into its cleft side I creep, To where the cataract, Silver artery of the mountain, Pounds through its bleak heart.
Abashed I stand in that covert place, Silenced in the roar of the silent one!
* * *
Flowers and trees grow timid, Follow me no further; Grass runs to green safety on the lower hills.
Under my climbing feet earth climbs And starves; Its boulders start like bones from its gaunt sides. Livid and alone It hurls itself forever upward, Turned to blind granite Beneath the glare of hostile spaces And of skies estranged.
* * *
_This is the hill! Mournful against the sky, and bare, Where wind and darkness meet, Crucified in the air._
_And at its feet Hills gather there, Crowding, and casting lots For a green cloak to wear._
* * *
The way that I have come, Winding so cannily, Is a brown zig-zag serpent Alert along the tilting slopes, Ready to leap and strike.
And looking down I fear its wily coils, Knowing that I must tread them To reach again the cluttered toys In the valley-- Where I shall sleep to-night.
* * *
They say the sea was here; And it is like the sea to-day.
Waves, waves, Green tides and tempests Closing in on me, Granite waters that have crashed together, Flooded and filled the hollows!
What are a million years?
These spread peaks Are Eternity’s stone fingers On which she reckons the rhythm Of centuries.
And they say the jungle crawled, lush and savage, In this ascetic place. Once I saw a glacier-rock Lying numbered on a museum-shelf, And as if carved upon it, The drooping slender outline of a palm-leaf Fallen from a too hot sky.
Count on, stone fingers! Fingers of ice, recount these careless wonders!
The sea was here. Hidden beneath the ripples of oncoming hills Cattle are grazing on its grassy floor; The sound of bells drifts by Like sea-weed on the surface of the air.
What are a million years?
* * *
_I thought: These shall endure Though the sky tumble!_-- _But now, with a slow hand They are removed from off the summer land Without a cry or rumble._
_This thing I know: The mist is stronger than these massive hills, And when it wills They go._
_And I know too Its silence is the greater; It can subdue Their august hush to less Than nothingness._
_And yet it grants to me Enough of path to tread; And one dim tree To keep me comforted._
* * *
But at evening The mountains lean from out the sky To lap the glossy waters of the lake.
So came Hannibal’s elephants, Humped gray backs, Heads lowered, Lumbering through the passes, Knee-deep in the deep water.
Snow clings to their rough flanks, Their shoulders heave under the red and purple blows Of the sun-set; Detached from earth and sky, They emerge, They tread mightily up the valley.
And I watch them, Mild beasts wading into the lake; And I wonder they do not break its shining mirror.
_The boatman glanced along its darkening side, From the pale water paler with the night, And in his face I saw a sturdy pride, An understanding of its strength and height, Its silences, its storms, its lonely ways: He who had lived beside it all his days._
_He pulled upon his oar and naught he said; But in his eyes were hills inherited._
* * *
Under the iron wheels that lift us, And about the sooty scars that tunnels make, The mountain scatters flowers from an ample garden, (Fox-glove and hare-bell pirouetting on the giddy ledges), And we of the summer valley Stumble shivering along its constant snows On feet that never climbed.
Our voices are thin in the thin air, Our little hearts thud strangely. We are near the nearness of its swift deaths On these relentless heights-- Death, in the swerving shelves of blue bitter ice, Death, in the sly shrouds that hang from its sinister banks, Death, unconcerned!
And we shall trickle down to life again Unimportantly: We of the summer valley.
* * *
_Dusk wanders here alone; No cloud or star runs at her side, The lit sky is her own._
_Along her paths of snow, In that far fearless garden She walks alone; And from dim paths below, I watch her plucking crimson flowers, Roses in ice and stone._
* * *
And suddenly I fear these mountains! There is a howling in the air That is their intolerable voice, They leap the sky, They tear at the clouds, Foam drips from their steep jaws.
They sit hunched up along the passes, Snarling in the gorges; And one, his lean head straining toward the moon, Howls, howls!
Night is a clanging of loud bronze, And I fear these mountains; All the winds of the air Are blown from their stretched throats.
* * *
The morning wears a Gothic air, And Sabbath bells are carved on its blue arches.
I am rimmed round with hills Upon their knees.
So rose the first prayer to the first sky-- A wide doxology of early earth The while God rested.
* * *
Summer is leaving these high places. With all their weight The mountains cannot fasten to the meadow One warm blade, Hold to the bough its truest leaf, Dismay or clamp upon the sky Any small wing that chooses flight.
Not all the phalanx of these hills Piled each on each Can do this thing, Although they barricade the stars! Summer is leaving these high places.
* * *
_Traveler, if you would go, Go now: Follow the breathless gray-lipped stream, The bony finger of the bough, Follow the fading falling road, Forget the whole green episode; Go now._
_Go now if you would go; That is a different denser snow Along the black cliffs of the sky, And down the hills Their harvest spills Its slanting squares of wheat and rye; But overhead Something is stricken In the air That will not quicken._
_If you would not see hill-sides die, Stripped bare And brown, With stormy wreaths on the indomitable brow That wears this hour like a crown, Go now!_
* * *
Hills that are not hills, But a deliberate violent gesture of earth Away from earth, (Upward, always upward), What are seasons to you? What are arrivals or departures?
But I, How shall I go? It is so long since I have seen the curved bar Of the horizon, Making a prison of the world!
How shall I walk the plains again, Go down and down-- Into the valley of the shadow of life?
Only because of mountains in my heart For me to climb, Heights, my own, Depths, higher still; And I, the pioneer!
* * *
Who is the pioneer? He is the follower here, Perhaps the last Of all who passed.
He does not fear nor scorn To tread The ventured path, the worn, Of those ahead; Nor shall he fail To blaze his own brave trail Along the beaten track, Make of the old a newer way Of stouter clay For others at his back.
He is the pioneer who climbs, Who dares to climb His own high heart, Although he fall A thousand times; Who dares to crawl On honest hands and knees Along its stony ecstasies Up to the utmost snows: Nor knows He stands on these!
Who is the pioneer? I say he is the follower here, Dogged and undeterred, Perhaps the last Of all who passed.
He passes too, The wingless one, the heavy bird, Limping along--
Ah, but his song, His song!
_Let not my death be long, But light As a bird’s swinging; Happy decision in the height Of song-- Then flight From off the ultimate bough! And let my wing be strong, And my last note the first Of another’s singing. See to it, Thou!_
The author wishes to thank the following magazines for permission to reprint the contents of this book:
The _Century Magazine_, the _North American Review_, the _Nation_, the _American Mercury_, Chicago _Poetry_, _Voices_, the _Measure_, the _Forum_, _Contemporary Verse_, _Rhythmus_, the _Freeman_, the Literary Supplement of the _New York Evening Post_, the _Saturday Review_, the _Bookman_, _Commonweal_ and the _Lyric_.
Also the Poetry Society of South Carolina, which awarded the poem “Oberammergau” the Blindman Prize for 1923.
“Fiddler’s Farewell” was read at the College of William and Mary, Williamsburg, Va., before the Alpha Chapter of the Phi Beta Kappa at the author’s initiation as a member of that Society.
“The Ballad of a Lost House” was awarded the Guarantor’s Prize for 1925 by _Poetry: A Magazine of Verse_.
CONTENTS
ABRIGADA 59
AFFINITY 32
BAGPIPE PLAYER 79
BALLAD OF A LOST HOUSE 11
BAVARIAN ROADSIDE 77
CANTARES 33
DEEP SEA FISHING 30
DUET 21
FIDDLER’S FAREWELL 89
“HARK! HARK!” 78
HYACINTHS 40
I HEARD ... 49
I’LL BE YOUR EPITAPH 23
I SAW THE PIPER 67
KING’S GARDEN 57
KLEPTOMANIAC 36
LET NOT MY DEATH ... 115
LITTLE LOVER 35
MEASURE ME, SKY!... 99
MIGRATION 54
NAPLES 71
NEW ENGLAND COTTAGE 52
OBERAMMERGAU 80
OCTOBER TREES 51
OF MOUNTAINS 101
ONE VERSION 82
ONLOOKER 31
PAGANINI’S VIOLINS 76
POMPEII 73
PROTEST IN PASSING 83
ROME 75
SAND-PIPINGS 55
SAUL! SAUL! 84
SHE SAYS; BEING FORBIDDEN! 34
THERAPY 25
THE STORY AS I UNDERSTAND IT 42
THIRD FLOOR LANDING 24
THIS CITY WIND 46
TO A SONG OF SAPPHO DISCOVERED IN EGYPT 38
TWO PASSIONATE ONES PART 44
WITCH 29
YOU GAVE ME WINGS... 87
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