Part 2
“from the Loggia where are we angels by O yes beautiful we now pass through the look girls in the style of that’s the foliage what is it didn’t Ruskin says about you got the haven’t Marjorie isn’t this wellcurb simply darling” --O Education:O
thos cook & son
(O to be a metope now that triglyph’s here)
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a man who had fallen among thieves lay by the roadside on his back dressed in fifteenthrate ideas wearing a round jeer for a hat
fate per a somewhat more than less emancipated evening had in return for consciousness endowed him with a changeless grin
where a dozen staunch and leal citizens did graze at pause then fired by hypercivic zeal sought newer pastures or because
swaddled with a frozen brook of pinkest vomit out of eyes which noticed nobody he looked as if he did not care to rise
one hand did nothing on the vest its wideflung friend clenched weakly dirt while the mute trouserfly confessed a button solemnly inert.
Brushing from whom the stiffened puke i put him all into my arms and staggered banged with terror through a million billion trillion stars
XXXIII
Babylon slim -ness of evenslicing eyes are chisels
scarlet Goes with her whitehot face,gashed
by hair’s blue cold
jolts of lovecrazed abrupt
flesh split “Pretty Baby” to numb rhythm before christ
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this evangelist buttons with his big gollywog voice the kingdomofheaven up behind and crazily skating thither and hither in filthy sawdust chucks and rolls against the tent his thick joggling fists
he is persuasive
the editor cigarstinking hobgoblin swims upward in hisswivelchair one fist dangling scandal while rapidly through mist a defunct king as
linotypes gobblehobble
our lightheavy twic twoc ingly attacks landing a onetwo which doubles up suddenly his bunged hinging victim against the giving ropes amid screams of deeply bulging thousands
i too omit one kelly
in response to howjedooze the candidate’s new silk lid bounds gently from his baldness a smile masturbates softly in the vacant lot of his physiognomy his scientifically pressed trousers ejaculate spats
a strikingly succulent getup
but we knew a muffhunter and he said to us Kid. daze nutn like it.
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(ponder,darling,these busted statues of yon motheaten forum be aware notice what hath remained --the stone cringes clinging to the stone,how obsolete
lips utter their extant smile. . . . remark
a few deleted of texture or meaning monuments and dolls
resist Them Greediest Paws of careful time all of which is extremely unimportant)whereas Life
matters if or
when the your- and my- idle vertical worthless self unite in a peculiarly momentary
partnership(to instigate constructive Horizontal business. . . .even so,let us make haste --consider well this ruined aqueduct
lady, which used to lead something into somewhere)
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ta ppin g toe
hip popot amus Back
gen teel-ly lugu- bri ous
eyes LOOPTHELOOP
as
fathandsbangrag
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poets yeggs and thirsties
since we are spanked and put to sleep by dolls let us not be continually astonished should from their actions and speeches sawdust perpetually leak
rather is it between such beddings and bumpings of ourselves to be observed how in this fundamental respect the well recognised regime of childhood is reversed
meantime in dreams let us investigate thoroughly each one his optima rerum first having taken care to lie upon our abdomens for greater privacy and lest
punished bottoms interrupt philosophy
XXXVIII
Will i ever forget that precarious moment?
As i was standing on the third rail waiting for the next train to grind me into lifeless atoms various ab- surd thoughts slyly crept into my highly sexed mind.
It seemed to me that i had first of all really made quite a mistake in being at all born, seeing that i was wifeless and only half awake, cursed with pimples, correctly dressed, cleanshaven above the nombril, and much to my astonishment much impressed by having once noticed ( as an infantile phenomenon ) George Washington almost incompletely surrounded by well- drawn icecakes beheld being too strong, in brief :an American, if you understand that i mean what i say i believe my most intimate friends would never have gathered.
A collarbutton which had always not nothurt me not much and in the same place.
Why according to tomorrow’s paper the proletariat will not rise yesterday.
Inexpressible itchings to be photographed with Lord Rothermere playing with Lord Rothermere billiards very well by moonlight with Lord Rothermere.
A crockodile eats a native, who in revenge beats it insensible with a banana, establishing meanwhile a re- ligious cult based on consubstantial intangibility.
Personne ne m’aime et j’ai les mains froides.
His Royal Highness said “peek-a-boo” and thirty tame fleas left the prettily embroidered howdah im- mediately.
Thumbprints of an angel named Frederick found on a lightning-rod, Boston, Mass.
such were the not unhurried reflections to which my organ of imperception gave birth to which i should or- dinarily have objected to which, considering the back- ground, it is hardly surprising if anyone hardly should call exactly extraordinary. We refer, of course, to my position. A bachelor incapable of occupation, he had long suppressed the desire to suppress the suppressed desire of shall we say: Idleness, while meaning its opposite? Nothing could be clearer to all concerned than that i am not a policeman.
Meanwhile the tea regressed.
Kipling again H. G. Wells, and Anatole France shook hands again and yet again shook again hands again, the former coachman with a pipewrench of the again latter then opening a box of newly without exaggeration shot with some difficulty sardines. Mr. Wiggin took Wrs. Miggin’s harm in is, extinguishing the spitoon by a candle furnished by courtesy of the management on Thursdays, opposite which a church stood perfectly upright but not piano item:a water- melon causes indigestion to William Cullen Longfel- low’s small negro son, Henry Wordsworth Bryant.
By this time,however,the flight of crows had ceased. I withdrew my hands from the tennisracket. All was over. One brief convulsive octopus, and then our hero folded his umbrella.
It seemed too beautiful.
Let us perhaps excuse me if i repeat himself:these,or nearly these,were the not unpainful thoughts which occupied the subject of our attention;to speak even less objectively,i was horribly scared i would actually fall off the rail before the really train after all arrived. If i should have made this perfectly clear,it entirely would have been not my fault.
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voices to voices, lip to lip i swear (to noone everyone) constitutes undying; or whatever this and that petal confutes. . . to exist being a peculiar form of sleep
what’s beyond logic happens beneath will; nor can these moments be translated: i say that even after April by God there is no excuse for May
--bring forth your flowers and machinery:sculpture and prose flowers guess and miss machinery is the more accurate, yes it delivers the goods, Heaven knows
(yet are we mindful, though not as yet awake, of ourselves which shout and cling, being for a little while and which easily break in spite of the best overseeing)
i mean that the blond absence of any program except last and always and first to live makes unimportant what i and you believe; not for philosophy does this rose give a damn. . .
bring on your fireworks, which are a mixed splender of piston and of pistil; very well provided an instant may be fixed so that it will not rub, like any other pastel.
(While you and i have lips and voices which are for kissing and to sing with who cares if some oneeyed son of a bitch invents an instrument to measure Spring with?
each dream nascitur,is not made. . .) why then to Hell with that :the other; this, since the thing perhaps is to eat flowers and not to be afraid.
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TWO
I
the season ’tis, my lovely lambs,
of Sumner Volstead Christ and Co. the epoch of Mann’s righteousness the age of dollars and no sense. Which being quite beyond dispute
as prove from Troy (N. Y.) to Cairo (Egypt) the luminous dithyrambs of large immaculate unmute antibolshevistic gents (each manufacturing word by word his own unrivalled brand of pyro -technic blurb anent the (hic) hero dead that gladly (sic) in far lands perished of unheard of maladies including flu)
my little darlings, let us now passionately remember how-- braving the worst, of peril heedless, each braver than the other, each (a typewriter within his reach) upon his fearless derrière sturdily seated--Colonel Needless To Name and General You know who a string of pretty medals drew
(while messrs jack james john and jim in token of their country’s love received my dears the order of The Artificial Arm and Limb)
--or, since bloodshed and kindred questions inhibit unprepared digestions, come:let us mildly contemplate beginning with his wellfilled pants earth’s biggest grafter, nothing less; the Honorable Mr. (guess) who, breathing on the ear of fate, landed a seat in the legislat- ure whereas tommy so and so (an erring child of circumstance whom the bulls nabbed at 33rd)
pulled six months for selling snow
II
opening of the chambers close
quotes the microscopic pithicoid President in a new frock coat(scrambling all up over the tribune dances crazily & &)& chatters about Peacepeacepeace(to droppingly descend amid thunderous anthropoid applause)pronounced
by the way Pay the
extremely artistic nevertobeextinguished fla -me of the(very prettily indeed)arra- nged souvenir of the in spite of himself fa -mous soldier minus his na- me(so as not to hurt the perspective of the(hei -nous thought)otherwise immaculately tabulated vicinity)invei- gles a few mildly curious rai -ned on people(both male and female created He
then, And every beast of the field
III
“next to of course god america i love you land of the pilgrims’ and so forth oh say can you see by the dawn’s early my country ’tis of centuries come and go and are no more what of it we should worry in every language even deafanddumb thy sons acclaim your glorious name by gorry by jingo by gee by gosh by gum why talk of beauty what could be more beaut- iful than these heroic happy dead who rushed like lions to the roaring slaughter they did not stop to think they died instead then shall the voices of liberty be mute?”
He spoke. And drank rapidly a glass of water
IV
it’s jolly odd what pops into your jolly tete when the jolly shells begin dropping jolly fast you hear the rrmp and then nearerandnearerandNEARER and before you can
!
& we’re
NOT (oh-- --i say
that’s jolly odd old thing, jolly odd, jolly jolly odd isn’t it jolly odd.
V
look at this) a 75 done this nobody would have believed would they no kidding this was my particular
pal funny aint it we was buddies i used to
know him lift the poor cuss tenderly this side up handle
with care fragile and send him home
to his old mother in a new nice pine box
(collect
VI
first Jock he was kilt a handsome man and James and next let me see yes Will that was cleverest he was kilt and my youngest boy was kilt last with the big eyes i loved like you can’t imagine Harry was o god kilt he was kilt everybody was kilt
they called them the kilties
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lis -ten
you know what i mean when the first guy drops you know everybody feels sick or when they throw in a few gas and the oh baby shrapnel or my feet getting dim freezing or up to your you know what in water or with the bugs crawling right all up all everywhere over you all me everyone that’s been there knows what i mean a god damned lot of people don’t and never never will know, they don’t want
to no
VIII
come, gaze with me upon this dome of many coloured glass, and see his mother’s pride, his father’s joy, unto whom duty whispers low
“thou must!” and who replies “I can!” --yon clean upstanding well dressed boy that with his peers full oft hath quaffed the wine of life and found it sweet--
a tear within his stern blue eye, upon his firm white lips a smile, one thought alone: to do or die for God for country and for Yale
above his blond determined head the sacred flag of truth unfurled, in the bright heyday of his youth the upper class American
unsullied stands, before the world: with manly heart and conscience free, upon the front steps of her home by the high minded pure young girl
much kissed, by loving relatives well fed, and fully photographed the son of man goes forth to war with trumpets clap and syphilis
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little ladies more than dead exactly dance in my head, precisely dance where danced la guerre.
Mimi a la voix fragile qui chatouille Des Italiens
the putain with the ivory throat Marie Louise Lallemand n’es-ce pas que je suis belle cheri? les anglais m’aiment tous, les americains aussi. . . .“bon dos, bon cul de Paris” (Marie Vierge Priez Pour Nous)
with the long lips of Lucienne which dangle the old men and hot men se promenent doucement le soir(ladies
accurately dead les anglais sont gentils et les americains aussi, ils payent bien les americains dance
exactly in my brain voulez vous coucher avec moi? Non? pourquoi?
ladies skilfully dead precisely dance where has danced la guerre j’m’appelle Manon, cinq rue Henri Mounier voulez vous coucher avec moi? te ferai Mimi te ferai Minette, dead exactly dance si vous voulez chatouiller mon lezard ladies suddenly j’m’en fout de negres
(in the twilight of Paris Marie Louise with queenly legs cinq rue Henri Mounier a little love begs, Mimi with the body like une boite a joujoux, want nice sleep? toutes les petites femmes exactes qui dansent toujours in my head dis-donc,Paris
ta gorge mysterieuse pourquoi se promene-t-elle, pourquoi eclate ta voix fragile couleur de pivoine?) with the
long lips of Lucienne which dangle the old men and hot men precisely dance in my head ladies carefully dead
X
16 heures l’Etoile
the communists have fine Eyes
some are young some old none look alike the flics rush batter the crowd sprawls collapses singing knocked down trampled the kicked by flics rush(the
Flics, tidiyum, are very tidiyum reassuringly similar, they all have very tidiyum mustaches, and very tidiyum chins, and just above their very tidiyum ears their very tidiyum necks begin) let us add
that there are 50(fifty)flics for every one(1)communist and all the flics are very organically arranged and their nucleus(composed of captains in freshly-creased -uniforms with only-just- shined buttons tidiyum before and behind)has a nucleolus:
the Prefect of Police
(a dapper derbied creature, swaggers daintily twiddling his tiny cane and, mazurkas about tweak- ing his wing collar pecking at his im
-peccable cravat directing being shooting his cuffs saluted everywhere saluting reviewing processions of minions tappingpeopleontheback
“allezcirculez”)
--my he’s brave. . . . the communists pick up themselves friends & their hats legs &
arms brush dirt coats smile looking hands spit blood teeth
the Communists have(very)fine eyes (which stroll hither and thither through the evening in bruised narrow questioning faces)
XI
my sweet old etcetera aunt lucy during the recent
war could and what is more did tell you just what everybody was fighting
for, my sister
isabel created hundreds (and hundreds)of socks not to mention shirts fleaproof earwarmers
etcetera wristers etcetera, my mother hoped that
i would die etcetera bravely of course my father used to become hoarse talking about how it was a privilege and if only he could meanwhile my
self etcetera lay quietly in the deep mud et
cetera (dreaming, et cetera, of Your smile eyes knees and of your Etcetera)
THREE
I
now that fierce few flowers(stealthily) in the alive west begin
requiescat this six feet of Breton big good body, which terminated in fists hair wood
erect cursing hatless who (bent by wind)slammed hard-- over the tiller;clattered forward skidding in outrageous
sabots language trickling pried his black mouth with fat jibing lips,
once upon a (that is over: and the sea heaving indolent colourless forgets)time
Requiescat. carry carefully the blessed large silent him into nibbling final worms
II
Among
these red pieces of day(against which and quite silently hills made of blueandgreen paper
scorchbend ingthem -selves-U pcurv E,into: anguish(clim b)ing s-p-i-r-a- l and,disappear) Satanic and blasé
a black goat lookingly wanders
There is nothing left of the world but into this noth ing il trene per Roma si-gnori? jerk. ilyr,ushes
III
it is winter a moon in the afternoon and warm air turning into January darkness up through which sprouting gently, the cathedral leans its dreamy spine against thick sunset
i perceive in front of our lady a ring of people a brittle swoon of centrifugally expecting faces clumsily which devours a man, three cats, five white mice, and a baboon.
O a monkey with a sharp face waddling carefully the length of this padded pole;a monkey attached by a chain securely to this always talking individual, mysterious witty hatless.
Cats which move smoothly from neck to neck of bottles,cats smoothly willowing out and in between bottles,who step smoothly and rapidly along this pole over five squirming mice; or leap through hoops of fire,creating smoothness.
People stare, the drunker applaud while twilight takes the sting out of the vermilion jacket of nodding hairy Jaqueline who is given a mouse to hold lovingly,
our lady what do you think of this? Do your proud fingers and your arms tremble remembering something fragile and which had been presented unto you by a mystery? . . . the cathedral recedes into weather without answering
IV
impossibly
motivated by midnight the flyspecked abdominous female indubitably tellurian strolls emitting minute grins
each an intaglio. Nothing has also carved upon her much
too white forehead a pair of eyes which mutter thickly(as one merely terriculous American an instant doubts the authenticity
of these antiquities--relaxing hurries
elsewhere;to blow
incredible wampum
V
inthe,exquisite;
morning sure lyHer eye s exactly sit,ata little roundtable among otherlittle roundtables Her,eyes count slow(ly
obstre poroustimidi ties surElyfl)oat iNg,the
ofpieces ofof sunligh tof fa l l in gof throughof treesOf.
(Fields Elysian
the like,a)slEEping neck a breathing a ,lies (slo wlythe wom an pa)ris her flesh:wakes in little streets
while exactlygir lisHlegs;play;ing;nake;D and
chairs wait under the trees
Fields slowly Elysian in a firmcool-Ness taxis,s.QuirM
and, b etw ee nch air st ott er s thesillyold WomanSellingBaloonS
In theex qui site
morning, her sureLyeye s sit-ex actly her sitat a surely!little, roundtable amongother;littleexactly round. tables,
Her .eyes
VI
candles and
Here Comes a glass box which the exhumed hand of Saint Ignatz miraculously inhabits. (people tumble down. people crumble to their knees. people begin crossing people)and
hErE cOmEs a glass box: surrounded by priests moving in fifty colours , sensuously
(the crowd howls faintly blubbering pointing
see yes) It here comes
A Glass Box and incense with
and oh sunlight-- the crash of the colours(of the oh silently striding)priests-and- slowly,al,ways;procession:and
Enters
this church.
toward which The Expectant stutter(upon artificial limbs, with faces like defunct geraniums)
VII
Paris;this April sunset completely utters utters serenely silently a cathedral
before whose upward lean magnificent face the streets turn young with rain,
spiral acres of bloated rose coiled within cobalt miles of sky yield to and heed the mauve of twilight(who slenderly descends, daintily carrying in her eyes the dangerous first stars) people move love hurry in a gently
arriving gloom and see!(the new moon fills abruptly with sudden silver these torn pockets of lame and begging colour)while there and here the lithe indolent prostitute Night,argues
with certain houses
VIII
will out of the kindness of their hearts a few philosophers tell me what am i doing on top of this hill at Calchidas, in the sunlight? down ever so far on the beach below me a little girl in white spins,tumbles;rolling in sand. across this water,crowding tints:browns and whites showing,the dotting millions of windows of thousands of houses--Lisboa. Like the crackle of a typewriter,in the afternoon sky. goats and sheep are driven by somebody along a curve of road which eats into a pink cliff back and up leaning out of yellowgreen water.
they are building a house down there by the sea,in the afternoon.
rapidly a reddish ant travels my fifth finger. a bird chirps in a tree,somewhere nowhere and a little girl in white is tumbling in sand Clouds over me are like bridegrooms
Naked and luminous
(here the absurd I; life, to peer and wear clothes. i am altogether foolish, i suddenly make a fist out of ten fingers voices rise from down ever so far-- hush. Sunlight, there are old men behind me I tell you;several,incredible,sleepy
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but observe;although once is never the beginning of enough, is it(i do not pretend to know the reason any more than.)But look:up--
raising, hoisting, a little perhaps that and this, deftly propping on smallest hands the slim hinging you --because it’s five o’clock
and these(i notice)trees winterbrief surly old gurgle a nonsense of sparrows, the cathedral shudders blackening; the sky is washed with tone
now for a moon to squat in first darkness --a little moon thinner than
memory
faint -er than all the whys which lurk between your naked shoulderblades.--Here
comes a stout fellow in a blouse just outside this window, touching the glass
boxes one by one with his magic stick(in which a willing bulb of flame bubbles) see
here and here they explode silently into crocuses of brightness. (That is enough of life, for you. I understand. Once again. . . .)sliding
a little downward,embrace me with your body’s suddenly curving entire warm questions
X
sunlight was over our mouths fears hearts lungs arms hopes feet hands
under us the unspeaking Mediterranean bluer than we had imagined a few cries drifting through high air a sail a fishing boat somebody an invisible spectator, maybe certain nobodies laughing faintly
playing moving far below us
perhaps one villa caught like pieces of a kite in the trees, here and here reflecting sunlight (everywhere sunlight keen complete silent
and everywhere you your kisses your flesh mind breathing beside under around myself) by and by
a fat colour reared itself against the sky and the sea
. . . finally your eyes knew me, we smiled to each other, releasing lay, watching (sprawling, in grass upon a cliff) what had been something else carefully slowly fatally turning into ourselves . . .
while in the very middle of fire all
the world becoming bright and little melted.
FOUR
I
the moon looked into my window it touched me with its small hands and with curling infantile fingers it understood my eyes cheeks mouth its hands(slipping)felt of my necktie wandered against my shirt and into my body the sharp things fingered tinily my heart life
the little hands withdrew, jerkily, themselves
quietly they began playing with a button the moon smiled she let go my vest and crept through the window she did not fall she went creeping along the air over houses roofs
And out of the east toward her a fragile light bent gatheringly
II
if being morticed with a dream myself speaks
(whispering, suggesting that our souls inhabit whatever is between them) knowing my lips hands the way i move my habits laughter
i say you will perhaps pardon, possibly you will comprehend. and how this has arrived your mind may guess
if at sunset it should, leaning against me, smile; or(between dawn and twilight)giving
your eyes, present me also with the terror of shrines