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Part 1

“THIS WAS A MAN”

_NOEL COWARD_

“THIS WAS A MAN”

A Comedy in Three Acts

[Illustration]

Garden City, New York Doubleday, Doran & Company, Inc. MCMXXXIII

COPYRIGHT, 1926 BY NOEL COWARD ALL RIGHTS RESERVED PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES

ERRATUM

_Applications regarding performing rights should be addressed to the author, care of the publishers._

TO JOHN C. WILSON

PALERMO, _April 1926_

“THIS WAS A MAN”

CHARACTERS

(In the order of their appearance)

EDWARD CHURT CAROL CHURT HARRY CHALLONER MARGOT BUTLER BERRY BOBBIE ROMFORD ZOE ST. MERRYN MAJOR EVELYN BATHURST BLACKWELL

SCENES

ACT I

SCENE I: Edward Chart’s studio in Knightsbridge—2.30 A.M.

SCENE II: The same. The following afternoon.

ACT II

SCENE: Evelyn Bathurst’s flat. The same night.

ACT III

SCENE: The same as Act I. The following morning.

“THIS WAS A MAN”

Act One

ACT I

SCENE I

_EDWARD CHURT’S studio in Knightsbridge is furnished with mingled opulence and good taste—he is a successful modern portrait-painter._

[_When the curtain rises it is about 2.30 a.m. There is a faint glow from the fireplace on the left; a table stands more or less C., upon which is a reading lamp illumining a decanter of whisky, some siphons, a plate of biscuits and another of sandwiches, and two or three glasses; there are also a box of cigarettes and matches. The rest of the room is in comparative darkness. There is the sound of a taxi drawing up in the street, then after a suitable pause the noise of the front door being opened. CAROL CHURT enters, followed by HARRY CHALLONER. They are both in evening dress. CAROL is lovely and exquisitely gowned; her vivid personality is composed of a minimum of intellect and a maximum of sex. HARRY possesses all the earmarks of a social success—he is an excellent ballroom dancer, compared with which his activities in the city are negligible._]

CAROL

Don’t make a noise.

HARRY

I wasn’t.

CAROL

I didn’t say you were—I said don’t.

HARRY

All right.

CAROL

Do you want a drink?

HARRY

Yes, please.

CAROL

Help yourself then—and give me one.

[_She takes off her cloak and lights a cigarette._]

HARRY

Say when.

CAROL

That’s enough.

[_He fills up the glass with soda and hands it to her._]

HARRY

Here.

CAROL

Thanks.

HARRY

You are a marvel.

CAROL

Why?

HARRY

You’re so steady.

CAROL

I don’t see any reason for being anything else.

HARRY

You don’t think he’ll find out?

CAROL

Of course not.

HARRY

Where does he sleep?

CAROL

[_Pointing to door, R._]

In there.

[_HARRY, with big drink in his hand, tiptoes over and listens at the door._]

HARRY

I can’t hear a sound.

CAROL

He doesn’t snore unless he’s taken to it lately.

HARRY

[_Returning_]

Darling, do you love me?

CAROL

What a silly question!

HARRY

It’s all been so wonderful.

CAROL

[_Smiling_]

Has it?

HARRY

Well, hasn’t it?

CAROL

Yes, it has rather. [_He puts down his drink and takes her in his arms._] Look out—

[_She is holding her glass out at arm’s length to prevent it upsetting._]

HARRY

Put it down, darling—

[_There is a good deal of passion in his voice when he says, “darling.”_]

CAROL

Why?

HARRY

I want to kiss you.

CAROL

Again?

HARRY

Yes, again and again and again—forever.

[_He takes her glass and slams it down on the table._]

CAROL

Shhh! Don’t be a fool.

HARRY

I don’t care—

[_He kisses her lingeringly._]

CAROL

[_Gently disentangling herself_]

I do—it’s silly to be reckless.

HARRY

I don’t believe you love me as much as you did before.

CAROL

It isn’t that at all—you know it isn’t.

HARRY

Kiss me then.

CAROL

Very well.

[_She goes up to him and quietly kisses him on the mouth. They stand there motionless for a moment._]

HARRY

I want you—all over again—for the first time.

CAROL

[_Stroking his face_]

Darling.

HARRY

I’m crazy about you.

CAROL

You must go home to bed now.

HARRY

Will you telephone me?

CAROL

Yes.

HARRY

First thing?

CAROL

Yes.

HARRY

Promise.

CAROL

Promise.

[_They go out of the door. There is a little whispering in the hall. Then a silence and the sound of the front door closing gently. CAROL comes back into the studio pensively. She finishes her whisky and soda, takes a biscuit, and flings her cloak over her arm; then she switches off the light and goes slowly off up R. Her door closes. After a slight pause EDWARD CHURT rises from the big armchair by the fire in which he has been sitting with his back to the audience, and goes over to the table. He switches on the lamp again and helps himself to a sandwich; he munches it thoughtfully for a moment, then with an air of determination picks up the whole plate, switches off the lamp and—retires to his room._]

CURTAIN

SCENE II

_The scene is the same. It is an afternoon a few weeks later about five o’clock._

[_When the curtain rises, LADY MARGOT BUTLER is seated down-stage in a slightly picturesque attitude. She is a good-looking woman of about thirty-five. EDWARD is working on a sketch of her and is hidden from view behind an easel._]

MARGOT

I’m much more comfortable now, Edward.

EDWARD

Yes, I see you are. Would you mind getting uncomfortable again?

MARGOT

[_Rearranging herself_]

It _is_ a shame. Why do you insist on drawing people in such agonizing positions?

EDWARD

It makes them feel they’re getting their money’s worth. You can rest in a moment and have a cigarette.

MARGOT

Was Violet Netherson pleased with your malicious portrayal of all her worst points?

EDWARD

Delighted. As a matter of fact, it _is_ one of the best things I’ve done.

MARGOT

Yes, but hardly from her point of view. I should never forgive you if you did that to me.

EDWARD

I shall do something much worse if you don’t keep still.

MARGOT

What about that cigarette?

EDWARD

Shut up.

MARGOT

All right. [_There is silence for a moment._] Is that one by the door new?

EDWARD

Yes, it’s the Fenwick girl—her mother’s convinced that she’s a wild woodland type.

MARGOT

St. John’s Woodland.

EDWARD

I had a bit of a tussle with her.

MARGOT

I like it.

EDWARD

There now, you can relax. I shan’t do any more to-day.

[_MARGOT rises quickly and strides about._]

MARGOT

I should loathe to be a professional model.

EDWARD

There are worse fates I believe. Would you like tea or cocktails or anything?

MARGOT

I should like some tea now and a cocktail later on.

EDWARD

Are you going to stay a long time?

MARGOT

I told Bobbie to pick me up.

EDWARD

[_Ringing bell_]

How is Bobbie?

MARGOT

Splendid. I’m still mad about him.

EDWARD

That’s right.

MARGOT

You don’t like him, do you?

EDWARD

I hardly know him.

MARGOT

He’s such a darling, and a great comfort to me.

EDWARD

[_Standing back and regarding his sketch_]

I shall only need one more sitting.

MARGOT

I believe you disapprove of me and Bobbie.

EDWARD

Don’t be ridiculous. Why should I?

MARGOT

You must _never_ disapprove of things, Edward. It’s so second rate.

EDWARD

You don’t mean that a bit.

MARGOT

Yes, I do.

EDWARD

You secretly disapprove of the whole affair, yourself, really. That’s why you always talk about it so much—to sort of brazen it out and put yourself straight with yourself.

MARGOT

Edward, how _can_ you! Anyhow, why shouldn’t I talk about it. You all know. Everybody knows.

EDWARD

Reticence as a national quality seems to be on the wane.

MARGOT

What a pompous remark!

EDWARD

Perhaps—but true. [_Enter BERRY._] Tea please, Berry.

BERRY

Very good, sir.

MARGOT

Lemon with mine, please, Berry.

BERRY

Yes, my lady.

[_He goes out._]

MARGOT

You’re an awfully difficult person to know properly.

EDWARD

Am I?

MARGOT

You don’t give an inch, do you?

EDWARD

Why should I?

MARGOT

Oh, I don’t know. Confidences and discussions of everything make life so much more amusing.

EDWARD

Modern society seems to demand intimacy all in a minute. You all lay bare your private affairs to comparative strangers without a qualm.

MARGOT

Oh, Edward, dear, _we’re_ not strangers.

EDWARD

We met for the first time six months ago.

MARGOT

It seems _ever_ so much more.

EDWARD

You’d told me all about Jim and Bobbie and your exact feelings toward each of them before we’d known each other a month.

MARGOT

It’s because you’re so sympathetic; you invite confidence.

EDWARD

Nonsense.

MARGOT

You’re being perfectly horrid to-day. Has anything happened to upset you?

EDWARD

No, I don’t think so.

MARGOT

Well I shan’t sit for you again unless you’re in a better temper.

EDWARD

Don’t be cross.

MARGOT

I’m not cross. I’m hurt.

EDWARD

I think perhaps I do feel a little nervy.

MARGOT

There now, I knew it.

[_BERRY enters with tea._]

EDWARD

Here’s tea, anyhow. When Lord Romford calls, Berry, show him straight in, will you?

BERRY

Yes, sir.

EDWARD

You’d better make some cocktails.

BERRY

Very well, sir.

[_He goes out._]

MARGOT

Do you want lemon or milk?

EDWARD

Neither, thanks. Just plain unvarnished tea.

MARGOT

Is that Katherine Loring? [_Looking at picture._]

EDWARD

Yes, unfinished.

MARGOT

She always is unfinished. She has a negligible personality, I’m afraid. Here you are.

[_She hands him his tea._]

EDWARD

Thank you.

MARGOT

I hear Zoe’s back.

EDWARD

Yes, she rang me up this morning.

MARGOT

Where’s she been, exactly?

EDWARD

All over the place.

MARGOT

Who with?

EDWARD

By herself, I believe.

MARGOT

My dear, she must have been with _somebody_. She couldn’t have been all alone after all that awful business. She’d have gone mad.

EDWARD

She’ll be here soon. You’ll be able to ask her about it.

MARGOT

You were engaged to her once, weren’t you?

EDWARD

Now then, Margot.

MARGOT

You were. I _know_ you were. Carol told me.

EDWARD

Well, as a matter of fact, we weren’t actually. We’ve been friends since we were children and we did discuss marriage at one time, but without great conviction.

MARGOT

I can’t understand why she let Kenneth divorce her. Everybody knows—

EDWARD

Zoe wished for her freedom and just went about getting it as quickly as possible.

MARGOT

Well I don’t know how she could have faced it. I shouldn’t have dared—

EDWARD

You’re less independent than she is.

MARGOT

I believe you’re going to be horrid again.

[_BERRY enters._]

BERRY

[_Announcing_]

Lord Romford.

[_BOBBIE ROMFORD enters. He is a nice-looking, meaningless young man._]

BOBBIE

Excuse my butting in like this, Churt.

[_He and EDWARD shake hands._]

EDWARD

We were expecting you. The cocktails will be here in a moment.

BOBBIE

Hallo, Margot! How’s the picture going?

MARGOT

It’s nearly finished, but Edward won’t let me see it. He’s been thoroughly soured up all the afternoon.

EDWARD

Margot has been trying to persuade me to brush my hair with her.

BOBBIE

[_Puzzled_]

Brush your hair?

EDWARD

Yes, metaphorically speaking.

BOBBIE

[_Relieved_]

Oh, I see.

EDWARD

Hair-brushing is a symbol of girlish confidences. Even the nicest people do it.

MARGOT

Edward shuts up like a clam the moment I try to discuss anything in the least interesting. Where have you been, Bobbie?

BOBBIE

Playing squash with Evie at the Bath Club.

EDWARD

Why didn’t you bring him along?

BOBBIE

He said he was coming on later.

MARGOT

I suppose he won.

BOBBIE

Yes; he always does.

[_Enter BERRY with a tray of cocktails._]

EDWARD

Put them down here, Berry. [_He clears a space on the table._] Do you want any more tea, Margot?

MARGOT

No thanks.

EDWARD

Take away the remains, then, Berry.

BERRY

Yes, sir.

[_He piles the tea things up and takes them out._]

BOBBIE

I saw your wife in St. James’s Street, Churt.

MARGOT

[_Eagerly_]

Who was she with?

BOBBIE

Harry Challoner.

MARGOT

I love Harry. Don’t you, Edward?

EDWARD

Passionately.

MARGOT

I expect they were going to Fanny’s. She’s got a mah-jong party. She seems to imagine it’s a novelty. I ought to be there, really, but I just felt I couldn’t bear it—all those hot scented women squabbling over the scores.

BOBBIE

Do you mind if I take a cigarette, Churt?

EDWARD

Of course not. I’m so sorry. [_He hands the box._] Margot?

MARGOT

Thanks, Edward dear.

[_BERRY enters._]

BERRY

[_Announcing_]

Mrs. St. Merryn.

[_ZOE ST. MERRYN enters. She is beautifully dressed and pleasantly unexaggerated._]

ZOE

Edward! [_She takes both his hands._] I’m terribly excited at seeing you again.

EDWARD

It’s grand, isn’t it, after a whole year.

ZOE

I’ve got so much to say I don’t know where to start. [_She sees MARGOT._] Margot, this is lovely. How are you?

[_They kiss._]

MARGOT

You look divine, darling. Do you know Bobbie?

ZOE

[_Shaking hands with him_]

Bobbie who?

MARGOT

Romford, dear.

ZOE

[_With a swift glance at MARGOT._]

Oh, yes, of course. I’ve heard of you.

MARGOT

_What_ have you heard? You must tell me.

ZOE

I can’t remember at the moment. Edward, give me a cigarette and a cocktail and tell me all about everything.

EDWARD

[_Ministering to her_]

Cigarette—cocktail—there.

ZOE

Thank you. Now then—

EDWARD

I don’t know where to start any better than you do.

ZOE

How’s Carol?

EDWARD

Awfully well.

ZOE

Where is she?

EDWARD

Out. She leads rather a hectic life I’m afraid—matinées, bridge, mah-jong, dancing—

ZOE

You reel off those four harmless occupations as though they were the most ignoble of human frailties.

EDWARD

I didn’t mean to, really.

ZOE

They’re wonderful _pis allers_ for people who don’t do things.

EDWARD

I don’t believe in _pis allers_.

ZOE

That’s not a virtue; it’s just part of your creative equipment.

MARGOT

I want to hear all about your travels, Zoe—where you’ve been and who with.

ZOE

[_Laughing_]

It’s difficult to remember accurately who I was with all the time. You may rest assured that I had an endless succession of lovers, beginning with an elderly mulatto in Honolulu and finishing with a retired matador in Seville.

EDWARD

I hope you’re satisfied, Margot.

MARGOT

Don’t be so annoying, Zoe. I really am frightfully interested.

ZOE

You always are, darling, in other people’s affairs.

MARGOT

Naturally—they all sound so much more entertaining than my own. Did you see Jim anywhere about in Spain?

ZOE

Yes, in Barcelona. He’d just come in from a yachting cruise.

MARGOT

[_Eagerly_]

_Who_ was with him? _Do_ tell me!

ZOE

Nobody. I met him coming out of a bathroom at the Ritz.

MARGOT

Did he look more or less unattached?

ZOE

Yes. He seemed quite happy.

EDWARD

Margot’s interest in her husband is so maternal, it always makes me feel as though I were in the presence of something sacred!

MARGOT

I’m awfully fond of Jim, really—particularly when he’s on a yachting cruise.

ZOE

Are you definitely living apart now?

MARGOT

Oh yes—except for religious festivals like Easter and Christmas; then we forgather and go down to Draycott with the children.

EDWARD

[_Smiling_]

It seems a comfortable arrangement, doesn’t it?

ZOE

Frightfully.

MARGOT

[_Reflectively_]

We _could_ get a divorce, I suppose, but it would make such dreary complications. And then when you’re free there’s the awful danger of starting the whole thing over again with some one else.

ZOE

I haven’t noticed it.

MARGOT

You will, I expect, dear—later on. [_She rises._] I’ve enjoyed my nice cocktail very much, thank you, Edward. I must go now. Come and lunch on Thursday, Zoe darling. I’ve only got Rebecca coming. She’ll adore seeing you again.

ZOE

All right. One-thirty?

MARGOT

Yes. Come along, Bobbie. Good-by, Edward. Give my love to Carol.

EDWARD

I will. Good bye.

BOBBIE

Good bye.

MARGOT

[_At door_]

You’ve come back from abroad a changed woman, Zoe, if _that’s_ any comfort to you.

[_She and BOBBIE go out._]

ZOE

What a sham Margot is, isn’t she?

EDWARD

Not really. Just a type.

ZOE

Yes, but she’s a type that couldn’t exist unless surrounded by false values.

EDWARD

She’s making the best of a bad job.

ZOE

She’s letting everything slide—morals, dignity, and discretion. Thank Heaven, I broke away. I might have got like that.

EDWARD

I wonder if breaking away _is_ such a very good plan.

ZOE

Of course it is. It’s the most regenerating thing in the world.

EDWARD

You’re so dashing, Zoe. Have another cigarette?

ZOE

[_Taking one_]

Thanks. I feel almost panic-stricken, you know.

EDWARD

Why?

ZOE

Coming back anywhere is always such a dreadful anti-climax.

EDWARD

Not such an anti-climax as staying still.

ZOE

To think that all this used to be my life before I let Kenneth divorce me.

EDWARD

It’s pretty futile, isn’t it?

ZOE

Futile! I return after a year’s oblivion, thrilled and excited, longing to see all my old friends, and what do I find? Clacking shallow nonentities doing the same things, saying the same things, thinking the same things. They’re stale. They seem to have lost all wit and charm, and restraint—or perhaps they never had any. Oh dear! I’ve never felt so depressed in my life.

EDWARD

I hope I haven’t let you down, too.

ZOE

No, Edward. You’re unchanged; a little dim, perhaps.

EDWARD

Dim?

ZOE

Yes. All your vitality seems to have been snuffed out by something. I expect it’s success. That’s always frightfully undermining.

EDWARD

Yes, I suppose it is.

ZOE

Are you pleased with everything?

EDWARD

Naturally.

ZOE

I’m sorry.

EDWARD

Why? Oughtn’t I to be?

ZOE

You oughtn’t to pretend.

EDWARD

Pretend?

ZOE

Yes. You never used to—with me, anyhow.

EDWARD

One gets into the habit of accepting things at their surface value and not looking any deeper.

ZOE

It’s a bad habit.

EDWARD

I must pretend. Don’t you see?

ZOE

No.

EDWARD

I’m successful—prosperous. I’ve got everything I wanted.

ZOE

You haven’t. You’ve merely got what other people think you wanted.

EDWARD

[_Smiling_]

You’re wonderfully stimulating, Zoe—like a breath of Brighton air.

ZOE

You look as if you need stimulating, badly.

EDWARD

I do.

ZOE

I’m glad I came back now.

EDWARD

So am I. Devoutly glad.

ZOE

What’s wrong?

EDWARD

Lots of things.

ZOE

Carol?

EDWARD

Yes.

ZOE

I thought so.

EDWARD

You were right from the first. It’s been a dreary failure.

ZOE

I apologize. It’s so irritating being right.

EDWARD

It doesn’t irritate me in the least. With anyone else it would, perhaps. But you’re different; you always have been.

ZOE

I know you better than most people.

EDWARD

I know you do.

ZOE

What has she been doing?

EDWARD

The obvious thing.

ZOE

I must say I consider marriage an overrated amusement.

EDWARD

I feel rather lost.

ZOE

Yes, I did, too—over Kenneth. It’s a nasty feeling.

EDWARD

It’s so difficult to know exactly the right attitude to adopt.

ZOE

Are you in love with her still?

EDWARD

I don’t know, really. Not violently like at first—that’s died down, naturally—but somehow—things get an awful hold on you, don’t they?

ZOE

Yes, fortunately for the sanctity of home life.

EDWARD

But the hold ought to be mutual.

ZOE

Quite.

EDWARD

I have moments of fierce rage, you know; then it evaporates, leaving a dead sort of a calm.

ZOE

How long have you known?

EDWARD

Ages, subconsciously; definitely, only a few weeks.

ZOE

Does she know you know?

EDWARD

She hasn’t the faintest suspicion. She’s always been marvelously self-assured.

ZOE

She’s a lovely creature—governed entirely by sex. That’s why she’s self-assured.

EDWARD

Will she always go on like this?

ZOE

I expect so. Anyhow, as long as she remains attractive—probably after. That’s the penalty of her type.

EDWARD

It’s beastly, isn’t it?

ZOE

Yes, but quite inevitable, I’m afraid. You see she’s got no intellect to provide ballast.

EDWARD

Poor Carol.

ZOE

I think you’re the one to be considered most at the present moment.

EDWARD

Do you think I ought to have a scene with her about it? I shrink from that. It seems to double the humiliation.

ZOE

I honestly don’t know what to say. She’s been actually unfaithful to you?

EDWARD

Yes.

ZOE

Often?

EDWARD

[_Wearily_]

I suppose so. Harry Challoner is in possession at present.

ZOE

Oh dear! How typical.

EDWARD

Everything of that sort is made so much easier for people nowadays. I suppose it’s an aftermath of the war.

ZOE

It’s the obvious result of this “barriers down” phase through which we seem to be passing. Everyone is at close quarters with everyone else. There’s no more glamour. Everything’s indefinite and blurred except sex, so people are instinctively turning to that with a rather jaded vigor. It’s pathetic when you begin to analyze it.

EDWARD

What fools they all are!

ZOE

[_Half smiling_]

Has being a success made you realize that?

EDWARD

Yes. There wasn’t time before.

ZOE

Why don’t you do what I did—go away?

EDWARD

It means sacrificing a good deal of work here in London. I’ve only just got my foot in, really.

ZOE

Divorce?

EDWARD

I don’t feel equal to it at the moment—all the vile publicity, and the lascivious curiosity leveled at Carol and me. It makes me shudder to think of it.

ZOE

For a society portrait-painter you seem unduly sensitive.

EDWARD

If I felt vindictive toward Carol it would be so much easier. But I don’t—I merely feel nauseated and frightfully, frightfully bored.

ZOE

The longer you allow it to drift, the worse it will become.

EDWARD

You think I ought to clinch it finally.

ZOE

Yes, I do. Once you’ve embarked you’ll feel better.

EDWARD

No, I shan’t.

ZOE

I believe you are still in love with her.

EDWARD

No; but I could be again if everything were all right. Oh, Zoe, I loathe this age and everything to do with it. Men of my sort are the products of over-civilization. All the red-blooded honest-to-God emotions have been squeezed out of us. We’re incapable of hating enough or loving enough. When any big moment comes along, good or bad, we hedge round it, arguing, weighing it in the balance of reason and psychology, trying to readjust the values until there’s nothing left and nothing achieved. I wish I were primitive enough to thrash Carol and drive her out of my life forever—or strong enough to hold her—but I’m not; I’m just an ass—an intelligent spineless ass!

[_He flings himself into a chair and takes a cigarette._]

ZOE

All the same, being the product of an Age equips you for grappling with it. You’ve got more chance as you are than, say, Evie Bathurst, for instance.

EDWARD

Evie goes straight for what he wants and gets it.

ZOE

He doesn’t demand as much as you.

EDWARD

He’s a damned sight happier.

ZOE

I should imagine he misses a good deal.

EDWARD

What does that matter? This situation could never happen to him. He wouldn’t let it.

ZOE

You mustn’t place too much faith in the strong and silent, Edward. They crumple up quicker than any of us when confronted with something outside their very limited range.

EDWARD

You don’t like Evie, do you?

ZOE

You forget I’ve been married to one of his species.

EDWARD

Evie’s not a cad.

ZOE

How do you know?

EDWARD

He could never behave as foully as Kenneth.

ZOE

Kenneth was never anything but an honorable, clean-living Englishman.

EDWARD

He divorced you.

ZOE

Only because I made him.

EDWARD

Why didn’t he let you divorce him?

ZOE

It would have been bad for his military career.

EDWARD

You deliberately put yourself in the wrong.

ZOE

Yes.

EDWARD

And you really think it was worth while?

ZOE

Certainly I do. Our mutual boredom was verging on hatred—there was no hope of getting back, ever. What’s the use of going on with a thing that’s dead and done for? I decided to break free.

EDWARD

Is one really happier free?

ZOE

Don’t be fatuous, Edward darling.

EDWARD

I don’t think I have enough initiative to do anything definite like that.

ZOE