CLXXXII.
TO MR. GILBERT BURNS.
[In the few fierce words of this letter the poet bids adieu to all hopes of wealth from Ellisland.]
_Ellisland, 11th January, 1790._
DEAR BROTHER,
I mean to take advantage of the frank, though I have not, in my present frame of mind, much appetite for exertion in writing. My nerves are in a cursed state. I feel that horrid hypochondria pervading every atom of both body and soul. This farm has undone my enjoyment of myself. It is a ruinous affair on all hands But let it go to bell! I'll fight it out and be off with it.
We have gotten a set of very decent players here just now. I have seen them an evening or two. David Campbell, in Ayr, wrote to me by the manager of the company, a Mr. Sutherland, who is a man of apparent worth. On New-year-day evening I gave him the following prologue, which he spouted to his audience with applause.
No song nor dance I bring from yon great city, That queens it o'er our taste--the more's the pity: Tho', by the bye, abroad why will you roam? Good sense and taste are natives here at home.
I can no more.--If once I was clear of this cursed farm, I should respire more at ease.
R. B.
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CLXXXIII.
TO MR. SUTHERLAND,
PLAYER.
ENCLOSING A PROLOGUE.
[When the farm failed, the poet sought pleasure in the playhouse: he tried to retire from his own harassing reflections, into a world created by other minds.]
_Monday Morning._
I was much disappointed, my dear Sir, in wanting your most agreeable company yesterday. However, I heartily pray for good weather next Sunday; and whatever aerial Being has the guidance of the elements, may take any other half-dozen of Sundays he pleases, and clothe them with
"Vapours and clouds, and storms, Until he terrify himself At combustion of his own raising."
I shall see you on Wednesday forenoon. In the greatest hurry,
R. B.
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